life without her, day 67

today will end de day without her.... life shall move on.....

went down to look for her suddenly tonight.... lost control and make u piss off again.... but i promise tis is de last time.... after today i will call all my nonsence and bs... just hope we can stay as frene.....

this shall true make de end and i shall pray for ur happiness.......

end of amy and jeremy

life without her, day 65

start of day 65.... hmmmmmm, i tot i could forget u.... i tot i could take u out from my mind.... im happy to say i cant..... i haf come to a decesion tt i wun do that.... u will forever stay in my heart and mind.....

i notice that im getting more and more paranoid...... whenever i see ladies who use the same bag, have de same hairstlye, wears the same clothes, anythings that reminds mi of u i will tot tt i see u.... i will be happy for awhile then when i know is not u, disappointment sets in and saddness comes after.... haiz.... im still hating myself for making u leaving.... i still hate myself for hurting u.... haizzzz

i miss the days when i can hold ur hands..... the days when i can hug u in my arms..... the day i waited for u after work........ the days i carry ur bag..... days when u puck my eye brows.... the u call mi angry pi and *g**** pig....... i miss ur smiles..... i miss ur laugh..... i miss u being cheeky to mi...... i miss u naggying at mi..... i miss ur everythings...... haiz

i will keep praying, pray that 1 day u will come back to mi.... come back to mi so i can love u correctly again......

I LOVE YOU DEAR, I LOVE YOU AMY

Jeremy Jevan
18 aug 2010 2:37am

life without her, day 60

你....

辛福吗???

开心吗??

还好吗??

还恨我吗???

我...

不想你现在辛福!!!!

想你开心!!!!

想你过得好!!!

乞求你原谅我!!!!!

应为.....

我还深爱着你!!!!!!

life without her, day 55

today is a sad day for mi and her.... a day tt both of us will nv forget.... a day tt i blame myself...

last year tis date i was able to be b ur side, tis year i can onli pray tt u are fine.... i hate myself.... i hate myself for letting u leave mi....

i hate de fact tt u haf sum1 wif u now... i hate it.... why am i not tt sum1 now.... why not a last chance for mi.... why....

i just can pray everyday, pray tt u will forgive mi and come back to mi...

i love u dear... i miss u so much....

life without her, day 53

day 53, keep wondering how is life for u..... well all i can do is pray tt you are happie and i know tt u are.... im willing to gif up everything so tt you will haf a happie life.....

everyday i keep thinking, wad were ur feeling when u say u r leaving mi 53 days ago??? were u sad???? do u feel tt u cant let go??? do u still hate mi now??? r u still angry wif mi??? all tis tots kept coming into my mind.... nv a was a day u didnt come into my mind....

tml is a day both of us will rmb.... a sad date for us.... i hate myself, i brand myself as a failure.... i cant protect de 1 i love de most..... l hate myself for hurting you...

day 53 and nth changes..... i'll keep praying.... i hope a miricle will happen.....

Jeremy Jevan

祝你生日快乐 day without you, day 49

我知道伤心不能改变什么 那么~让我诚实一点

诚实~难免有不能控制的宣泄 只有关上了门 不必理谁

一个人坐在空荡包厢里面 手机~让它休息一夜

难~想切歌 切掉回忆的画面 眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐~ 我想对你说 蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了

生日快乐 泪也溶了 我要谢谢 你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你~带一点欠 还要时间 才能平衡

热恋伤痕 画面重生

祝你生日~快乐

一个人坐在空荡包厢里面 手机~让它休息一夜

难~想切歌 切掉回忆的画面 眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐~ 我想对你说 蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了

生日快乐 泪也溶了 我要谢谢 你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你~带一点恨 还要时间 才能平衡

热恋伤痕 画面重生

祝你生日~快乐

我祝你生日快乐
我爱你

Life without you, day 36

it have been 36 days since you left me, no word can tell how much i miss u so....

past few days have been bz wif temple things.... doing this and that.... at least it keep my mind on something and it tired me out so i do fall aslp at nite....

everynight no matter how tired i can be, the moment i think of u i cant fall aslp... think of the days we are tgt make my tears roll down my eyes... mans do cry and everynight i have been crying....

few days ago, my friend ask mi, " Jer, it have been 1 month liao why cant you let her go from your heart. stop torturing yourself like this..."

i ans him back, "bro the reason is very simple. is because I Love her. I realise that my world goes wrong when i lost her....."

He ask me back, "Then bro tell me, when will you get her off your mind and heart???"

I tell him back, "bro maybe when the sun dun shine, when the star dun twinkls, when the world stop turning, and when i breathe in my last, then maybe i will stop loving her. But knowing myself , when that day comes bro, she will still be on my mind and in my heart cause i love her too deep and nothing can change that..."

I have been praying and hoping that 1 day you will come back to me. let me love and care for you and also feel your loves once more...

day 36 and i can onli pray, pray for you to come back to me dear.... I Love You Amy>>>>