life without her, day 67

today will end de day without her.... life shall move on.....

went down to look for her suddenly tonight.... lost control and make u piss off again.... but i promise tis is de last time.... after today i will call all my nonsence and bs... just hope we can stay as frene.....

this shall true make de end and i shall pray for ur happiness.......

end of amy and jeremy

life without her, day 65

start of day 65.... hmmmmmm, i tot i could forget u.... i tot i could take u out from my mind.... im happy to say i cant..... i haf come to a decesion tt i wun do that.... u will forever stay in my heart and mind.....

i notice that im getting more and more paranoid...... whenever i see ladies who use the same bag, have de same hairstlye, wears the same clothes, anythings that reminds mi of u i will tot tt i see u.... i will be happy for awhile then when i know is not u, disappointment sets in and saddness comes after.... haiz.... im still hating myself for making u leaving.... i still hate myself for hurting u.... haizzzz

i miss the days when i can hold ur hands..... the days when i can hug u in my arms..... the day i waited for u after work........ the days i carry ur bag..... days when u puck my eye brows.... the u call mi angry pi and *g**** pig....... i miss ur smiles..... i miss ur laugh..... i miss u being cheeky to mi...... i miss u naggying at mi..... i miss ur everythings...... haiz

i will keep praying, pray that 1 day u will come back to mi.... come back to mi so i can love u correctly again......

I LOVE YOU DEAR, I LOVE YOU AMY

Jeremy Jevan
18 aug 2010 2:37am

life without her, day 60

你....

辛福吗???

开心吗??

还好吗??

还恨我吗???

我...

不想你现在辛福!!!!

想你开心!!!!

想你过得好!!!

乞求你原谅我!!!!!

应为.....

我还深爱着你!!!!!!

life without her, day 55

today is a sad day for mi and her.... a day tt both of us will nv forget.... a day tt i blame myself...

last year tis date i was able to be b ur side, tis year i can onli pray tt u are fine.... i hate myself.... i hate myself for letting u leave mi....

i hate de fact tt u haf sum1 wif u now... i hate it.... why am i not tt sum1 now.... why not a last chance for mi.... why....

i just can pray everyday, pray tt u will forgive mi and come back to mi...

i love u dear... i miss u so much....

life without her, day 53

day 53, keep wondering how is life for u..... well all i can do is pray tt you are happie and i know tt u are.... im willing to gif up everything so tt you will haf a happie life.....

everyday i keep thinking, wad were ur feeling when u say u r leaving mi 53 days ago??? were u sad???? do u feel tt u cant let go??? do u still hate mi now??? r u still angry wif mi??? all tis tots kept coming into my mind.... nv a was a day u didnt come into my mind....

tml is a day both of us will rmb.... a sad date for us.... i hate myself, i brand myself as a failure.... i cant protect de 1 i love de most..... l hate myself for hurting you...

day 53 and nth changes..... i'll keep praying.... i hope a miricle will happen.....

Jeremy Jevan